HOLA. Havent blog for a few days due to my undying laziness. Its somewhat impossible to recall the past day's happenings. Slept my way through the March holidays. Pretty much restricted to my bed. Had high fever. Returned to school on wednesday. Near suffocation under classroom environment. Did Bio and maths log test which i downed the drain. Bio presentation was nicely done by Viktor. Thanks mate.
Charboed maths file checking today. Went SPC with Jo. His girl wasnt in school so he did not have to send no one home. Jo went to miserable training. I went on home. Rang my dear. Missed her so much these few days. Didnt spend quality time which we should during the holidays. Slept til 8 plus. Had dinner and chatted with her over the phone all thorugh chinese 9p.m show.
This sat is escape for me and my gracie dear. Tentatively, will have match which i high chance wont be attending. See how it goes. Feels great blogging again. Just done with maths and im still much wide awake from the long nap. Milo, curry puff time. Im missing her, shes my life. I cant live without her.

fadetosoft,
themusicstops.

Boumsong dear? harhar.

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Haven't been blogging recently, glad to be doing so now. Been sick for the past few days, had high fever. Didnt get good sleep for the past nights, had bone ache, my body felt weird. Spent the holidays resting in bed. Still on medication, am feeling better. Still feel weak though. Right, porridge and beans for dinner til i recover.
Fifth month plans with my dear ruined. Both of us have to spend time at home recovering. Planned to go escape. Poor us.. Bullet in our fifth month. Happy fifth month nonetheless dear!

fadetosoft,
thesingerhassorethroat.

WE MUST HAVE TRUST!

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Arsenal vs Liverpool live on my tv behind me now as i blog. Woke up at 12.45pm today. Got out of bed at once as was so late for the day's date with my dear. Reasoned with my dear and pleaded with her to come my place. Dear, apologises for my pig style his morning.
Showered and my dear came. My dear was damn pissed from her facial looks. Im terribly sorry my dearest. She had chocalate muffins at the tea table, didnt wanna come see me in my room. Her anger subsided a little and she agreed to choose my clothes. Got ready and met my dear at the bus stop. She had little patience to wait no longer. Terribly regretted my actions today. So sorry my baby.
On the bus to TM, wasnt pleasant. We quarrelled. Dined at KFC for lunch. Our mood turned to the bright side. My dear finally smiled. Walked hand in hand to TM. My dear needed the toilet. She came out, devastated. Mensturation outbreak. Laughed silently within. My dear was so panicky. Damn cute. She needed her tool. Persuaded my dear not to go home but buy her tool at TM. Went to Watsons. My dear was so embarrased, she didnt want to be seen holding her life saving tool. Think she would not dared to tell me on our first date if she had blood flood. Chose the most budget tool. Paid for the tool. The whole incident was so "laughing my ass offable."
Watched dorm, 4.50pm. Wasnt any block buster. Took the train to Bugis. Extinguished time by walking aimlessly around Parco. Had dinner at foodcourt. Met Dorothy and her stead, Benedict at arcade.
Journeyed home with them by train. Dorothy and her stead were so energy filled in the train. Did funny stuff. Reached Pasir Ris and Dorothy issued a death threat to Benedict. Dorothy, "You come outta the train wo hui sar ni." something along these lines. Benedict being so in loved, obeyed. Dorothy after convinced he would not come out, went in and shocked the shit out of him by banging the glass pane. Super cute both were. Had milkshake and fish balls for supper at White Sands. Took bus 17 to my dear's place.
My dear felt feverish when we reached her place. She wasnt feeling well the whole day. Pity her so much. Pain to see her suffer. Her temperature for like 38 degrees. Woot! Dam hot. Conjured up my own remedy to heal her. Mixed ice and water in the proportion of, 100ml of water to 15 ice cubes. Was frost biting cold the concoction. Did a voodoo act by using a towel to apply the remedy on her face and hands. Constructed my own ice pad and placed it on her forehead. Her temperature lowered and my dear said she felt cooler which was sure to be after enduring the cold. My dear, to my relief, felt much better. Dear, take good care of yourself. Ill be there for you always. Glad my so called remedy did help.
Had to leave as midnight closed in. Arrived home and had more supper. Noodles and strawberries with grape juice. Chat a little with my dear. She went off to bed early. She needs all the rest she can get. Poor girl.. We succeeded in strengthening our everlasting BOND! We will last my baby!
Liverpool vs Arsenal just ended. Back pass by Gerrand cost Liverpool the draw. Sad case man.. Going off to bed soon. Dear, take good care you must. Ill pray hard for your fast recovery.

fadetosoft,
thestringensemblestopsplaying.

I LOVE YOU BY BABY! OUR 5th MONTH NEARS...

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Went Peninsular, then town. Met the peeps at Pasir Ris station. Waited for mike to prepare. He woke up when we were about to leave. Chilled at mac with a over-sweeten milk shake. Mike arrived in blink blink fasion after a quick get-out-of-bed preparation. Didnt think he showered.
Went to Mr Sadiq upon reaching City Hall around 3pm. Wanted him to deal with our screwed jersey. Had mee gorang for tea break.
Took train to Far East. Smsed my dear if she wanted to meet up. Bought a personalised cap with my initials on it. Cant deny its cool. Met my dear at first level. Was hell happy to see her. I MISSED YOU SO MUCH DEAR, SEEING YOU MADE ME FEEL ON CLOUD 9. Shahdan left for home after his legs couldnt stand the walking no longer.
Had a crazy, so called ambition to walk to plaza sing from far east. Not impossible, but not when our legs are dead tired from X country and the days walk. Stopped by at Heeren HMV. Mike jacked us all for being small kids who cant enter NC 16 shows while he can. Went up to Cinneleisure to check on movies. Shows were bad. Left by train to TM. Poor dear didnt had dinner. She was starving dead to her bones. SORRY DEAR FOR NOT BRINGING YOU TO HAVE DINNER EARLIER. Had Long John at with my dear while the rest went around TM. Went to my dear's house to watch Chelsea VS Spurs. Great last minute goal by Gallas clinched the win for Chelsea. Chelsea seemed to be struggling to win games these days. Jealousy killed my mood. My dear cheered me up like she always will. IM SO THANKFUL MY DEAR! Reached home and called up my dear. My dear is not feeling well. DEAR, YOU MUST TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF! CANT BEAR TO SEE YOU SUFFER! MAY YOU FEEL ALRIGHT TOMORROW. TAKE BEST CARE MY DEARIE!

fadetosoft,
thesingerdoeshislastnote.

Fuck the fringe guy whoever you are. Your hair aint great, you jackass.

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Just woke up. Resolved the spam bug on my blog, i have. Had X country 06 yesterday. Came in 8th. Good run by fellow Le Onez teamates who came in top 20. Mr Ong came in 16th. Those whom beat him (1st to 15th) gonna get extra prize. If its a trophy, wonder what the panel states. Training this morning was cancelled due to poor fitness after X country. Will be going out with teamates after lunch. My dear's going town with her friends. Till i blog again, chao.

fadetosoft,
thetunestops.

WE NEED THE HOLIDAYS!

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Went to Pasir Ris park for CCA. Ran (or rather strolled) the X country route to get familiar. Was missing my dear so siaoly the whole day. Had a light meal at mac. Credit to Wei kiong. Crap talked about getting 2nd serving for free. Sipped 3/4 of Jonan's coke without realising.
Went straight home, didnt wanna be late for my dear. Ate a little at home before going to LP to pick my dear up. Came out of LP lift and saw my dear's friend. My dear was in the toilet. Cheekily off the lights. My dear sang the highest note her throat could do. We walked under the quiet, star-lid night. Hand in Hand. Was a real romantic moment.. Had the strong bond. WE WILL LAST! Smiles on our faces the whole journey to my dear's place. Seldom do we get to spend quality time. School and studies, obstructions.
Helped my dear in maths at her place. My dear has CT tmr. I feel so sorry for her. I know hows the stress and pressure. Left after my dear completed her revision. Shook hands with my dear and wished her all the best of luck. YOU WILL DO WELL DEAR! Hitched a ride on bus 17 home.
Rang my dear up immediately. Her voice was soothing. Had a chat til around 11pm. She went off to bed my sweetie. I embarked on a million dollar mission to the toilet. Settled the deal and decided to blog. Missing my dear's presence as i blog. Can never ever bear to lose my precious dear. Gonna get some sweet sleep before Chelsea VS Barcelona. Aint looking good for Chelsea but hope for a come back.

fadetosoft,
themusicstops.

DONT LEAVE ME BABY DEAR!!

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Summoning all my alertness to blog this post. Exagerating. School ended off with practicing for the class cheer which was soon converted into a wrestling academy. Ended around 2.45pm. Went to the canteen to join Nikki. Played street soccer at 3pm. Me, Nikki, Hazim got poon by some short pants ass wipes. Own goal by lincoln which caused us out. Rumors has it that Han Hui got combed after five steps out of school.
Reached home and grabed the phone at once to phone my Grace dear dear. Miss her super duper alot while in school. Couldnt stand another second. Had a not short, not long chat.
Had dinner and plant my butt before the com. Rot at the com for few hours. My dear came online for a short period. She had to study for Biology. ALL THE BEST MY DEAREST!
Around 9pm, finally convinced myself i had to finish up maths or get sent out of class again. 3/4 through maths my dear reported on her completion of her studies. Talked on the phone and I had to hang up. Needed to finish of maths. No form in multi tasking today. Formulas go haywire. I had some cakes just before doing this post. Off to bed now i have to. Rest i must.

fadetosoft,
the recital of the poem ends.

SHES MY STUNTMAN!

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Goons rang my phone 6.30 in the morning. Was semi concious so didnt knew what nonsense i said. Toss my phone on the bedside table and went back to sleep. Woke up around 12. Had plans to go Orchard to buy figurines. Tried cock talking, singing, jumping on the mattress to wake uncle darryl up. Had lunch at my place. Waited for Zixi to finish his lunch at his place and took 518 to orchard.
Went to Far East to search for the stuffs. Didnt wanna buy them initially. Had burger king. Darryl's mum sent us to Penninsular. Darryl pang sehed us and went home. Explored penninsular for my stuffs. Nothing to my liking. Zixi bought King Kong sized slippers. Way beyond the size of his human feet. Sales girl even giggled.
I miss my dear like mad. She was studying guaily at home. Poor dear. Feel super pity for her. Poor me also huh.. Wont be able to spend time with my dear. Missed our dates. Its one more week dear.. Preservere! Got to spend best quality time with my dear during the holidays.
Finally made up my mind to buy the stuffs. Took train all the way back to far east. Cost me a heart stinging 95 bucks.
Took train to Pasir Ris. Visited poor confined dear at her place. Saw her baby brother, holy cute man.. So small.. 1 : 1000 of my huge dear? Spent time in her room. Watched her study. Helped her marked her work. Glad i could help my dear. Had to leave at 9. Didnt want to! Reached home, had noodles. Showered and watched abit of soccer. Reading The Runaway Jury while blogging. Missing my dear too.

fadetosoft,
themusicstops.

I MISS YOU...... MISS YOU..........

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My dear woke me up for soccer. Not really actually.. i was half awake lying in bed. Woke up packed and cycled to my dear's place. Waited for Chunni under my dear's block. Biked to Pasir Ris park. 1/4 of the team was there. Syed came late and dared to announce match was cancelled. Had training instead. Lifeless training was. Dear, thanks alot for coming to watch me.
Had lunch at Kaffa Cha. Two straight Saturdays having lunch there. Spent time at my place til around 3. My dear stampeded over my fragile specs. Was beyong my ability to repair it. Sent my dear home on my "Harley Davidson" haha. Biked to L P to get my specs repaired. Came to my mind that i forgot my studs in my dear's bag. Cycled all the way to my dear's place.
Was damn tired when i reached home. Fell asleep on my bed. Me legs at the head of my bed. Couldny be bothered to shift myself. Had strained neck when i woke up.
Darryl came around 8pm. Went to 7 11 to kill time while waiting for my counsins to come. Darryl had some uncooked chicken noodles. Mahjong is somehow becoming a Saturday routine at my place. Mahjong ended around 3am. Won 46 bucks. Going off to bed soon. I miss my dear like mad. She dint even say a goodnight before going off to bed. Miss her presence. Dear, i take my words back. Youre not cruel. I am.

fadetosoft,
thecomposerendsthesong.

GRACE GRACE GRACE.

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Its close to midnight, The night is cold and im all alone, get me through this one.

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CONGRATS my dear dear. She has a new baby brother! Shes gonna be a big sister to two young siblings. Can she handle the responsibility? Obviously she can, or at least i hope she can. Had physics test today, didnt do quite well. Missing my dear in pain whole time at school. Problems in fencing resurfaced. Day 1 in court. The accused : Me , Jonan Shawn. The witness : Shane, Joseph. The prosecuter : Mr Neo. The lawers : Our parents. Reached home, showered. Took a very short nap. Darn sister came in and out. Had late dinner. Studied for chem test tmr. On the phone with my dear now. I have to make apologies to my dear. SORRY FOR MY SCREWED ATTITUDE THIS WHOLE WEEK. SORRY FOR TREATING YOU BADLY. Now to the thank yous. DEAR THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME ALL THESE PROBLEM FILLED DAYS. YOU HEALED MY SORROWS DEAR. I REALLY NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. One thing baby, you have te talk louder on the phone. Im not deaf thats for sure. Stop eating the mic baby. You sound like Frankenstein. I LOVE YOU MY DEAR even though you sound like Frankenstein on the phone.

fadetosoft,
thebaby talks the first words of his life.

THANK YOU.

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Didnt blog yesterday. Was pure lazy jackass. No CCA yesterday. Unusual of Neo to cancel CCA. He aint that kind soul. Spent the rest of the afternoon at Pasir Ris park during CCA hours. Was pouring even before i started running. Took shelter under a hut along with a couple. They were like smooching with so much passion and fake love? Despite me being a gooseberry there. Stomach felt uneasy, had the urge to vomit all the hokkien mee i had for recess out. You should know why eh?
Went to pick my dear dear up from tuition at Loyang Point. Walk the empty street home. Had a quiet atmosphere. We didnt talk much. Werent communicating well yesterday. My fault. Sorry dear.. wasnt in good mood. Had A maths test yesterday, or was it the day before? Going bongus my memory. Flung the test anyway. Thats all yesterday. MISSED MY DEAR THE WHOLE DAY AT SCHOOL.
Today was an improvement. Bio test went well. Miss ong went off early for maths. Read abit of The Runaway Jury. Was influened to play 5 in a row. Hahaha lost 40 cents to some smart ass Tim Kim, always using the same moves. Took me sometime to anticipate it.
Rushed home after school to get my soccer boots. Had match in the school field today. Great thing. Scored one, flute shot? Just whacked it goalwards. Assisted Micheal. Nice job mike. Great grounder shot. Our defense was solid. Syed and Faizal did well. Zakee didnt play, because of me la. Hes been complaining whole week. Cant blame him though.. i injured him. No hard feelings.
Cycled home after match. Had pizzahut for dinner. Went to my dear's place around 7.30. Studied for Dynamics test there. Was cosy in her air con room. Dear so sorry for my sucky attitude. Thanks for being there for me. Came back showered and here i am now.. blogging the last few words.

fadetosoft,
themelodyended.

YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME.

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Junguang aka Guang ke lang kang.
April 18 1991. PRCSS.
My love; GRACE.
My Crossmax SLAB.
My Ibanez.
My Adidas Pulsion.
My swiss bearings PRO.
Great punk band Green Day.
Want the 'A's in O level.
Le Onez United FC.
Team Skate X.
Star Wars, Lord Of The Rings. Great movies.


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